Who knew he could change my life?
I never thought that I could find love on the internet. I actually thought it may have been kind of embarrasing to have to find a boyfriend online. Neverless, I began talking to someone. It started out very casual. Then one night he said that he had to go, and he gave me his phone number and said you can call me if you want to. I wrote it down, but didn't think too much of it. That weekend I was babysitting for my aunt, and I was looking threw my purse for a tissue and I ran accros the number. I thought well theres no harm in talking, so I called him up. The phone call began a little akward, but before I knew it we were deep into conversation. We spoke for about 6 hours barely taking breaks to breathe. (yes the kids were in bed so I wasn't ignoring them) We had the nest conversation. Later I found out that just as I called him he was about to walk out the door to go over to a friends house. It turns out he dropped his plans to talk to me.
We talked for about 2 weeks pretty much everyday. Then sweetest day was coming up, so we decided why not be alone together. He picked me up, and when I saw him I felt that little thing in my stomach. Of course we both felt a little weird, but by the end of the night we were talking like ole friends. Then we got to my house and he walked me to my door, and I knew he wanted to kiss me, but was too shy to. Me being slightly more aggressive just went right in for it. That was when I knew he was going to be walking me to my door for a while. Now, here we are 3 years later. Our 3 year anniversary is this October. I still look at him, and fall deeper in love with him. He is a wonderful man, and I want to spend my life with him. I cannot believe how he still makes me feel. Don't get me wrong its not always peaches and cream- we have had our fights, but we always got threw them. I think we need to fight in order to relieve stress. Besides the making up is so much fun. I can only hope that every woman out there gets the chance to feel what I feel.
So- Derrick I love you with all my heart and I want nothing more than to wake up next to for the rest of my life. No matter what happens you will always be my one true love. You are my everything.
And again because I can't say it enough- I LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER!!!